Wanna Make u Feel...

i wanna profess my love for you,

n i wonder which is the best way to...

thought of writing a poem for you,

what to write about i have no clue...

thought of taking you for a date,

but i have a habit of being late...

thought of giving you a Diamond ring,

my dear you know that i am no king...

thought of thousand ways to make you feel,

and say that"my love for you is all for real..."

Oh Honey!!

All i can do is just kneel and say,

i would be with you come what may,

n my love for you is not gonna die any day...

Tell Me Why...

You showed me how,

Life can be Wow,

By being close to me...

When I asked will you,

Guide me through...

You told me to,

trust that we two,

Would be one forever ....

But now you say,

To call it a day,

cos relation is going the RIGHT way ...

Now tell me why,

you made me cry,

By saying GoodBye...

THE PROPOSAL

(At Karthik’s Place...)

Ajay: Hey dude! How did it go? It worked out?
Karthik: You wouldn’t believe what happened……..
Ajay: (Inquisitive) what? Don’t tell me that my plan bombed……
No way could it have…… (Sounding a little doubtful…)
Karthik: (with a smile) Plan wasn’t needed at all…..
Ajay: What? No way… Now temme what happened?
Karthik: Ok …Ok…As we had planned I was…..
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A few days back…….
(On phone)

Ajay: where in the sweet name of hell are you? Train is about to leave in 15 min….
Karthik: stuck in the traffic dude!!!
Ajay: Make it fast!! Everyone is here except you….
(Grabbing the phone from Ajay)
Abhishek: Better be in the train before it’s gonna start... Or else you are gonna be get it from us…
Karthik: (with a chuckle) Will be there buddy… Don’t worry……
Ajay: Better be jack ass

A few minutes later……..
Karthik: See I made it on time…. (With a smirk on his face)
Abhishek: (Grabbing him by his neck)
Is it? You bugger…..
Karthik: (Freeing himself)
By the way any chicks in this compartment…. Checked the list?
Ajay: (with coyly smile)
Hmm… yet to see good ones in ours… but some in the next one…
(Meanwhile Karthik was checking list)

Karthik: (showing his big teeth)
Bunch of gals in this compartment... Hope they are good……

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At Karthik’s place...

Karthik: As planned, I called and asked where to meet today?
Ajay: hmm…
Karthik: decided that “Will meet for lunch”
Ajay: Ok! But you said no need for the plan right? Temme about that bugger….
Karthik: Yes coming to that…. What happened was….
We met for lunch and casually we were having the conversation and then she asked all of a sudden…
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(At Lunch with Sneha)

Sneha: (coldly)
You were quite popular in your school days? Right?
Karthik: Me... Nope I wasn’t….. Was back bencher all the time… (Laughs)
Sneha: (still throwing that cold stare)
But I heard you were quite a charmer in your school days……
Karthik: Who told you that? I guess I wasn’t…
Sneha: is it? You know Pooja?
Karthik: Pooja? Who?
Sneha: Yea…. My friend she said she knows you from your school….

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At Karthik’s place…

Ajay: (Freaking out)
What the hell? Pooja…. Don’t tell me…
Karthik: Yea dude... bloody hell is what would you expect me to answer for that….what about pooja..?
Ajay: (still in confusion)
So what did you say?
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(At Lunch with Sneha)

Karthik: (voice trembling)
Oh… Pooja.. I remember now... We were good friends (Sneha was staring now)
Sneha: Hmm…. So you were a charmer then…?
Karthik: (with a grin)
Come on… I am not…. It was she thought……
Sneha: She thought? (Moving closer)
Karthik: Well….. That me and her….
Sneha: (with a frown)
You and her what?
Karthik: Hmm…. (Silent)
(Voice a little low)
Ok!! She had a kind of soft corner for me at school…… and…
I deliberately acted ignorant of it……

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A few days back…….
(In the train)

Karthik: hey, there is really a cute one sitting there…..
Abhishek: (with wryly look) you are gonna talk to her eh?
Karthik: I guess so…
Abhishek: Bloody bugger... don’t fool around … You don’t even know about her….
Ajay: what are they doing now?
Karthik: The bunch of gals I talked about she is one of them… they are having fun…
Ajay: Ok… Let’s join them…
(winking) I have a master plan…. to charm them.
Abhishek: What? You are out of your mind… I’m not into this.
(Approaching gals…. As they were Playing cards….)
Karthik: Hi all…. I’m Karthik…We find Journey a little boring….
So thought we could join you people? (Pause) If you don’t mind….

Cute one: (Acknowledging him with a smile)
“Of course!” No problem guys….”
Karthik: Thanks guys….
(And she started introducing others)
Cute One: we did think of inviting you guys. but your friend….. (Pointing at abhishek)
Appeared to be little serious… So we…. … (She stopped after that)
Karthik: Oh…. (Glaring at abhishek)
By the way your name? I didn’t get that?
Cute One: Oh!! Sorry I’m Sneha

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At Karthik’s place…

Ajay: (with Stumped look on his face) what…? You told her about Pooja….
Karthik: Yea….. Don’t ask me why…..
Ajay: Ok…. But, Dude how in the hell did Sneha turned out to be Friend of Pooja…. Damn…..
Karthik: (Chuckles)
Ajay: Then did you mean when you said “Plan wasn’t needed at all”
Karthik: Hmm…. Yea... (He just winked…)

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(At Lunch)
Sneha: Hmm… Is that all?
Karthik: Yes…. I did it because I thought it was cool ….
Sneha: But….. (Cutting her in the middle)
Karthik: Sneha…
(Picking up the rose on the table instinctively)
“I never knew what I did would hurt someone…. Until I met you”
Sneha: (Speechless)
Karthik: I always feel happy and relaxed when I’m with you…. I don’t know how to say this…. I feel I can confide anything … you complete me sneha… and “I love you”

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At Karthik’s place…

Ajay: (Jumping from his place) You proposed her? You bloody bugger?
Karthik: (smiling)
Ajay: I don’t believe it…… what did she say?
Karthik: Consenting to my proposal she said (winking at me)
“Pooja told me that you are a good guy and she liked you”

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I Thought......

I thought,

Sun was never this bright and shining

Nor the breeze was so refreshing,

Surely I felt something, was new

And the reason I never knew……..

Until…

She passed by me...

Like a whiff of fresh air,

When she looked at me,

My heart skipped the beat,

As she sat next to me

Adrenalin rose in my veins

And once in a every while,

She gave me a cute smile.

When I wished her a “HI “

Innocently she asked………

“DO U LIKE MY TEDDY BEAR?”

Losing Myself - 2

Rahul: (Calling a taxi....)
I don't know what to say.....
(Hugging her) But thanks for all the moments you had given me including this....
Bye!!! Take care.... :(

She drove off.......
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(At Rahul's Place)

Vicky (shouting): What the hell dude? How can she be so selfish..?

Rahul: Yea… what do you expect me to say? Cry and beg her not to leave me….
Come on Bro… Just think it the other way… She had feelings for me….
But right now she has some priorities set for herself... and I do not fit in that..

Vicky: Huh come on...Career and all this is all bull shit… CRAP

Rahul: I don’t know… She truly cared for me so she told it the way she can do…
She could also have taken some strong way if she had wanted to....

Vicky: Whatever…. All I want to know is… Are you fine now? Aren’t you sad?

Rahul: I am Fine… but am also sad that I am gonna miss her… :(
No denial on that… (Eyes moist)

Vicky: (Comforting) I know that bro… Take care….

Rahul: I will... Thanks...
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Neha: (Concerned) what you broke up with him? Why and when?

She (Crying): Today when I met him i told him we can't go with our relationship further.....

Neha: Why All of a sudden da....?

She: He was cheating on me da.. That Rascal... after everything i sacrificed for him...

Neha (Shocked): What!!! How did you know...?

She: From one of my friends da.... I knew it before I came here.

Neha : Did you question him? How can that cheapo do this?
I never knew He was such a jerk....

She: I am a fool da... I didn’t question him.. He doesn't know that I know he is seeing some other girl....

Neha : (On top of her voice) You Mad? You should have..... (Mumbling...)

She: What should I ask him...? Why are you cheating on me...?
(Now Voice was hardly audible) The Moment I knew about his other affair...
I decided to call it quits...

Neha: He is not right for you dear...... Do not cry.....
But why didn’t you question him?

She: I didn’t want to question him…. Why? I don’t know... seriously...

Neha: What do you mean by you don’t know...?

She: May be… Because I didn’t wanna hear an explanation from him…. for something he never should have done… :(

Neha: Leave... You have had enough with him da.....

She: (Hugging Neha tightly....) I feel so frustrated and angry …. I don’t know what to do

Neha: I am here for you da….. Don’t worry….
Be happy that you haven’t talked about him with your parents….

She: (Sobbing)
That’s the only consoling thing now…..

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(May be continued) :)

I wonder Why.....

I wonder why you say,
It is not my day.

I always worked hard all along,
To make sure nothing goes wrong.

Whenever I got an opportunity,
You denied it saying that’s not of my capability,

Every time you were in a spot,
You made me a Scapegoat,

By the time I had realized,
You had me half crucified.

Defying all odds when I grab a chance,
You still don’t change your stance

By Saying “It is not my day”
And I wonder why?

HOPE

You are down,
You are down…

Written off by others,
& No place to hide your feathers.

You are on the path to a dead end,
& it’s a high time for you to make amends

With no clue what to do,
The heart says “You gotta do”

As Behind every moist eye,
There is always “JOY”.

It’s all about grabbing that one chance,
That would put your life again in balance.

Because you are down,
But not down and out.